The journey is to learn to be happy here, but sometimes the journey to happiness can get a little heavy.
I’ve been everywhere – literally – other dimensions, different planes of existence. I have cleared beliefs, demons, entities, and God knows what else… I’ve been everywhere, but Here it seems.
I thought it would be “lighter”.
I’ve wanted easy ways out – clearings that would work like magic wands and allow me to avoid dealing with life and matter as it is. My feelings, my psyche, my inner child, who and what I am.
And there have been and will be people who tell me not to make these things bigger than me. That my emotions – for example – are are not as important as I am making them. That I can simply clear away the “entity” that is my inner child – that is such a huge part of who I am and my journey here.
But I know that these things are huge – and hugely important – because they are my experience of living as me in the world, and they are my guide to myself.
I accept at last that I came here to be human, to enjoy this body, this life, and to be Here – on this plane and nowhere else. I know what I need to do now, and my heart – my soul – feels finally lighter.
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