“Light” That Got Heavy

The journey is to learn to be happy here, but sometimes the journey to happiness can get a little heavy.

I’ve been everywhere – literally – other dimensions, different planes of existence. I have cleared beliefs, demons, entities, and God knows what else… I’ve been everywhere, but Here it seems.

I thought it would be “lighter”.

I’ve wanted easy ways out – clearings that would work like magic wands and allow me to avoid dealing with life and matter as it is. My feelings, my psyche, my inner child, who and what I am.

And there have been and will be people who tell me not to make these things bigger than me. That my emotions – for example – are are not as important as I am making them. That I can simply clear away the “entity” that is my inner child – that is such a huge part of who I am and my journey here.

But I know that these things are huge – and hugely important – because they are my experience of living as me in the world, and they are my guide to myself.

I accept at last that I came here to be human, to enjoy this body, this life, and to be Here – on this plane and nowhere else. I know what I need to do now, and my heart – my soul – feels finally lighter.

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Sarah Nabarro View All →

New mum, old soul... Finding beauty, wisdom, spirituality, and opportunities for learning in the everyday (hopefully)...

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