I’ve had affirmations from the Universe that the key to my healing and probably my whole life does indeed lie in opening up – me/my heart. And setting the intention to be open to receiving this way is beginning to open me up in other ways too…
I am feeling beauty where before I sometimes only saw it – too often an observer in my own life. Or as an old friend once said – it’s as though you can see the rose and the fact of its beauty, but without actually feeling it. I’ve been outside of the picture.
I have been afraid – of not being enough, of being depleted by giving away too much of the little energy and vitality that I have had, never realising how easy it is to receive more. And never realising that I was already good enough – whether, or not, I choose to give.
I’m still working on the good enough part – I think that that’s the bit that’s holding me back from the instant healing I desire.
But I will get there.
And I think that that certainty – a new inner strength if you like – is the thing I find most beautiful of all today.
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